hola mi amigos y mi amigas.i've been busy so i haven't been blogging.
lets have a recap.

thursday: its new year! wel, we got up, went to bring sume cake to
meredith.brought sum lasagna to my mom's friends houz, we stayed
der a bit and ate sum stuff.we went home the did sum stuff.got ready,
then go to gardena.i gotta admit it but i was nervous,i felt like i didn't
wanna go, but marice was der so i ended up goin.we got der, mess
around,watched a movie,then i felt like i was alone so i went outside
and look for marice,jaline,and mah sis.guess wat? dey wer talkin to
rendell,they wer tellin me to talk to him,but yah knoe.its different.it
feels weird.after a while,me n marice took a walk,i told her wat i really
feel,then she put me into realization again.i hate it wen dat happens.jk.
we went back,ate sum chinese food,then rest and played badminton,
then football.then same ole stuff.and we went inside and chilled.we got
home and me n mah sis watched lizzie mcguire the movie.then i watched
more stuff.and my day ended wid a snooze.

friday: woke up at about 10.did my laundry.(yes,i do my own laundry)
i took a shower, got ready, then me, my dad, bro & sis went to the mall.
wen we got there me n mah sis split up wid my dad n bro.we went to
rampage.no good, and my sis is trippin.so then, we went to XXI, i
helped her out wid sum pants and skirt.we finished then stopped by at
icing, she bought sum accesories then we went to macy's.those are the
only 3 stores we bought stuff n i got sum pants, shirts, and antique style
bracelets.so cool.we met wid our dad sumwer near the escalators, then
we went to pick up our mom.me n mah sis got our paycheck from my mom's
work.yep yep.then we got sum more work to do.ayyayay.its cool, imma
get sum muhla anywayz.we got home, stayed at my aunts houz for a bit.
went back home then watch TV.

saturday:cleaned the house and put down the xmas tree.chilled and talked
on the phone wid bef.he was supposed to come over but his cousins came.
he'z probably comin on monday to work on our project.(OUR project for math.no more,no less.)took a shower,and chilled.talked to luis on the phone and chat wid mah kuya arjen bout sum stuff chat wid stacy, so cool.crazy too. angelo came over and slept hir.dats my day.BORING!!!

today.sunday: Happy Birthday Regine! I love you partner.woke up,went to church.cooked.chilled.chat wid Nj.Happy Birthday Boo!I love yah.lol.

i've been busy the past two days so i haven't really done my new year blog thing.hir it goes.

new year is a new beginning. this year of 2004 i'm leaving the shit behind. those memories dat can put me down, der gonna be gone. this is gonna be a fresh start for me.imma be focusing on school a lot more but still finding the time to chill wid my friends and enjoy my life.alone.maybe?

new years resolutions:
- be a good girl
- get my grades up
- work harder... laziness is out!
- dramas are out too.
- enjoy life and have fun
- be me.

forgiving is my thing but forgetting isn't.i can never forget anything very important to me.da past year...hir are the moments i will never ever forget.

- finished freshmen year.oh shiet. now i'm a sophomore.
- first REAL kiss
- got wid anton for the 2nd tym
- met rendell
- i was walking to a path going to erick.again!
- dilemma over anton vs. rendell
- first tym i me n marice cried because of my own problema.
- my grandpa came from the philippines
- camping
- writing boot camp at UCLA.
- party all nyt.shit dat was funny.
- summer job wid steph. we had a blast!
- my first paycheck. c/o Meredith Baer & Associates.
- drama, drama, and more drama.
- the group was reunited once again at PALI.
- i was loyal to erick...long story!
- asked ryan holt..."do you know anybody name ryan holt."dat shit was hilarious.ryt whitney?
- met Bef...oh damn.
- dilemmas began again.
- Joshua was tryin to come back to me. sorry!
- clarence is a freak. i'm really sorry!
- got closer to LUIS.i luv u bitch!forget them ppl...aim for watchu wanna aim cuz ur reachin dat one day.
- luis actually made sense.dat means things are goin really bad.
- wise words from MARICE.made me realize.
- broke up wid rendell.i gotta let go sometimes.
- my mama aba' got very sick.
- got to knoe my twin...Fred.
- cleared up stuff wid Louie in the phil. boy yah knoe it!
- communication wid the friends.
- first C in my whole life!!!grrrrrrrr.
- gave luis d best present ever.maybe even d hardest to get.
- out wid regine n luis...damn! almost got in trouble there.
- mah soon-to-be godchild was born.
- under the misseltoe wid Bef...luis!!!it wasn't 3 minutes u dumb ass.
- party wid the b.a.r.k.a.d.a...and other ppl
- met my twin.
- bitched at some ppl for sumone...dat was kinda fun.
- dramas.bitchin.probleams.grades.boys.friends.troubles.fun.parties...
>>>it all made my year.good or bad...doesn't even matter cuz dis is me.

...i juz wish dat dis year, we all have a good tym and leave the bad things behind.but we can never do dat...ders always gotta be sum variety.so, lets juz try to make this year one of our BEST!i love you all.reallie.